Ahoy
Today was a different experience at school for sure.
Everyone A lot of people are away to London so 6th year is an empty place at the moment. By empty I mean that there is hardly any activity in the common room, there’s no banter and there is no fun. It seems that as a year, we function together and when a big chunk of it goes missing then the experience goes with it.
6th year.
I miss a lot of them, they’ll be back soon enough though.
I’m introducing more words into my posts now, slowly but surely (I think) they’ll creep back up to 300 word monsters again.
My head is kind of empty right now – it needs to be. 
So clear thoughts, clear mind, clear skies ahead.
Catchee for now.
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Small Increments
Lots and lots of small posts lately, pretty soon they’ll begin to get bigger but for now I’m pretty happy with giving small, concentrated bursts of thought.
As for how I’m feeling?
Well, pretty bummed out that a lot of people are going to London for a school trip. There’s no doubt about it, I’ll miss them – pining even. 
I know it’s sad, it’s just for four days but still. Got to keep my relationships tight!
Time to finish up with a video, yes it’s more Paramore but they seem to have a song for every occasion.
Catcheee.
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R.I.P Ranty Post
I actually had a whole post written out that I’ve just deleted.
You know why?
I read it back and realised it’s not the way to go about things. It’s good to talk and that’s the way things are going to go down now. I feel emotions every day of my life and trying to shroud them in vauge words to falsely express them is not going to work.
It’s my downfall and I’m not going to make that mistake again.
Direct to the point and voicing my thoughts is far, far better than writing about them in the vain hope that they’ll sort themselves out.
Writing is a cure, talking is a prevention.
So, hows that for thought provoking? 
Abubyeee.
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Virtues
Good day people.
I’ve had a pretty lackluster day (so far) but that’s not neccesarily a bad thing. I’ve had a few laughs and some incidents happened that could have been avoided but you’ve just got to plough on regardless.
Apparently, it's them.
I was really planning to expand upon this but I think it would just ruin it.
Peace out, more later.
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Den
Every now and then you’re strolling along the path of life and it’s all going good. The sun is shining, the birds are singing and the smile across your face can’t help but show itself.
Of course, life does not like to make things easier. More clearly, other people in life want a cut of the happiness.
These people will try to trip you up or even try to push you off the path.
However, it’s easy to avoid the malicious intent when they can’t see you for the sunshine. Just don’t let the clouds come out and they’re attempts to get ahead (by cheating) are useless.
You’ll be so far ahead they’ll soon enough become irrelevant.
I’m very rarely rude but there is no better way I can put this across.
Fuck the haters.
Roll on, 
Byeeeeee.
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Spring in my Step
I’ve been kind of empty with my posts lately.
The lack of any meaningful content is because I’m happy.
When I’m happy, I take advantage of it and use to it to feel even more positive.
When I’m sad/mad/angry etc then I have nothing better to do than write about it. So, I’m pretty god damn happy right now so you’re getting nothing.
School was okay today, had a laugh at 50 people trying to pack into a corner to sign their names on a piece of paper for the christmas dance. Why can’t people wait 2 minutes and not break any bones in the process?
Stop crowding!
Apart from that it was a pretty standard day, then again, standard is pretty awesome these days.
I’m off to watch the official video for ‘Brick by Boring Brick’ again to top off my night.
Abubye.
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Aye :D
Good day people!
Well, it’s been a while (a whole day!) and things have changed in the world of Dean.
Yeah I know, only 24 hours and things flip around for me. Hey, I’m not complaining it’s actually awesome. Of course, I’ve now piqued your interest (since you’re here in the first place) as to what’s going on but tough luck amigos.
My business is staying my business this time – at least for the time being.
Cheeeese.
I know I spill my thoughts and feelings on here but you really should keep in mind that yous only know what I want you to know.
Usually I’m vague and ambiguous because I like to see the different reactions it provokes but this time I genuinely want to keep it shush. I have a feeling that if my business suddenly becomes public knowledge, it’ll quickly be poisoned with vile, non-sensical, biased, huffy, petty, hyperbolic nonsense.
It’s a small world, regardless of how much you try to avoid – let that be the reasoning for my silence.
Karma.
Farewell.
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It takes acquired minds
Something something, had an awesome day, something something, ambiguous comment that’s bound to cause offence in some stupid way.
Done?
Good, now I can get on with what I was thinking about today.
Today, the thought crossed my mind that we’re all just a mix-up of our parents. You might think duh of course we are (that’s where babies come from etc) but I meant more than just genetically.
You can take a look at anybody you know and I guarantee whatever they do has come from one of their parents.
Myself for example, I’m stubborn and strong-willed which my Dad can sometimes be. I can also be emotional and take things to heart like my Mum does sometimes.
I’ve got my problems – we all do – and I guarantee you never will find someone out there who is ‘perfect’ with no faults because that would have to mean that their parents were perfect too and their parents’ parents and their parents’ parents’ parents. You get the point.
Perfect example.
This is by no means a negative post, in fact it’s quite the opposite. It’s just that instead of poking about my immediate surroundings I’ve looked at the (much) big picture instead. Hence the writing about parents and their impact on their offspring.
Yes this post is random but so is my mind. You should be used to it by now!
Abubye.
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I ain’t afraid
I’m really getting the feeling I should be updating slightly earlier.
168 views without doing anything scares me a little.
I collected this info from the statistics page, I’ve gotten into the habit of having a look at it before I make a post and it also tells me that there’s a certain theme going on right now. If folks are going to pick out sad posts to read then they should go for the defining ones.
That reminds me, the ‘defining posts’ bit at the top of the page was deleted because it was pretty monotonous, it was essentially a waste of space (and my time) so I got rid of it to make space for something in the future.
I’ve almost completed the smiles page too (194!) but I think I’ll have to think of something big for 200.
I wasn’t really going to talk about my day but I did go around to my dad’s house and he asked me to help clear out the attic. Since it was covered in fiberglass (itchy times) I had to wear some weird suit. I thought I looked like a ghostbuster so I proceeded to jump around the house singing the theme tune. Mental capacity of a ten year-old right here.
Who ya gonna call...
The main point of my post was that when I tend to pick up on songs they have a certain relevancy to me. I can find personal meaning to the lyrics and it quickly becomes my most listened to song. This song changes on a monthly basis and the latest one has actually came up before.
Sorry, more Paramore but it actually holds a completely opposite meaning to me this time round.
Listen and learn.
I have a couple more interesting ideas for a post so stay tuned. Expect them up when I can be bothered to find the time.
Farewell amigos.
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Structure
Sorry folks, it’s a late update today.
I wouldn’t normally apologise but my stats show me certain things and it’s not hard to piece together. First of all, the views are insanely high for no apparent reason so people keep checking to see if a post is up yet. Rightly so, not all of them go up on my twitter, and for good reason.
Secondly, certain posts (that used to be very interesting) have a had a load of visits today. Are people thinking that since there’s nothing on the front page it’ll be hidden away in a secret post?
Sadly for yous, it’s not that simple anymore – you’ll have to try a little harder.
So, apologies now out of the way. I can get on with whatever I was going to say.
That’s it… lego rock band!
Yeah, I’m late because I’ve been busy playing a game meant for kids but it’s awesome okay!
I’ve only had it for two days and I’ve just about completed it. It’ll take me another 10 minutes to do it but I’ll leave it for tomorrow when I can savour the moment. It’s not a waste of money though since I can export the songs into Rock Band 2 and have them always ready to play.
Rock on!
A few of us got a laugh from Gamble failing 7 times in one song and Bowl not having a clue how to sing anything.
I’ll stop rambling now because this rock band stuff must be boring for everyone else.
Since I’ve had this argument with just about everyone under the sun I’ll post it here;
What would win in a fight, a rhino or a hippo?
There’s too many variables to get a real answer but it’s kept me busy thinking about it.
By now, I think we’ve all established that I’ve got too much time on my hands.
That reminds me,I have the new Twilight ready to watch so I’ll have to get around to that sometime. It’s always better than doing homework so don’t judge me!
I’ve written about the complete opposite of what I meant to and now I can’t remember where this was going so I think now would be a good time to stop.
Abubye.
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…What?
You wanted me, here I am.
You might find that opening a little ‘unlike’ me so I’ll make it a little more serious.
She must suffer to her last breath.
How’s that?, I suppose that quote could be taken into wrong context (not a mistake) so I’ll revert it with a more ‘general life’ sort of thing.
Revenge is never a straight line. It’s a forest, And like a forest it’s easy to lose your way… To get lost… To forget where you came in.
Yeah, I don’t know why the subject would have to be revenge but it’s great advice none the less. Then again, you’ll always need that little extra something to get your head out of the ground.
What are you doing with your life, THAT’S SO GREAT?
Every now and then you need a little kick up the bum and that seems to put things into perspective. I’ll leave this randomness on a high.
Only after disaster can we be resurrected.
Ah nice and vauge like I’m used to.
Silly rabbit, tricks are for kids.
Work this out for yourself…
Au Revoir.
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Scribbles
I thought Sundays were supposed to be a day of rest.
The amount of work I have today is unreal, I go to school all week and then they make sure I have plenty more to do when I’m not there.
So today I’ve finished writing my personal statement, the first three-quarters of it are pretty good but I got really lazy towards the end because I just wanted to finish it. I’ll probably get it handed back to me with markings all over it telling me that but I’ve had so much on today that I just wanted to get it out-of-the-way.
I followed that up an essay about the immigration policies within the USA. I’ve just about finished that but I’ve concluded that I don’t know much about any ethnic minorities apart from Hispanics. At least I tried!
Then I had to write a conclusion for Advanced Higher Music. I have to compare two pieces and basically pick my favourite and give reasons why. That may sound like a fairly easy task but it’s really not when the choice was between some 200-year-old piece and something that’s so dissonant it sounds just like noise. Me being me, I picked the noise.
I really meant to start another essay today but I think it’s too late for any active brain function now. I’ll show you the question, this is the sort of stuff I have to put up with during the weekends.
Critically examine the view that individuals, not government, should be responsible for their own health.
It’s pretty difficult when I consider that I essentially have to make it all up but it’s actually for a competition (along with homework) and the prize is £40 so I think I’ll make a big effort when I find enough time.
For the rest of the night I’ll rest my head with some mindlessness on Top Gear and head off for an early night.
Lego Rock Band should come tomorrow so I can’t wait for that. That’s right, I’m a big kid but I wouldn’t have it any other way.
Hell yeah!
I just saw an advert for the new Twilight so I might have to give that a watch. As much as I’m ashamed to admit it the first one was half decent. Don’t judge me!, I thought we’d already established I’m a weird sort of human.
Right, I best be off to finish this last piece of essay.
Farewell.
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Worse than I
Quoting an awesome song for the title.
So before, you may have read about our little attempt at the endless setlist on Rock Band. I should probably explain it a little further, it’s a 6 hour, 84 song list that you have to play start to end without pausing or failing the game.
Now the hardest song for me (Visions) was number 81 on the list so I recruited Wee Dean around to do the deed. The rest was a piece of cake.
So from 2PM we’ve wasted our time, playing through drab songs just to get a feeble ‘trophy’. By 8PM the time had come around for song 81. I was a little worried but I really shouldn’t doubt Wee Dean’s awesome (but sad) skills. Song 82 was easy and then half way through song 83 (out of 84!) the guitar stopped working and we failed it all.
Unlucky game!
Mad doesn’t begin to describe my expression but I calmed down a lot quicker than I expected to. I’m now grown up enough to see there’s no need to get upset over something as superficial as a video game. It sucked at the time but I’ve got the rest of my life to try again.
Anyways, after shrugging off the bad luck I headed off to the pub. I had a laugh with Jerry, Bumley, Wee Dean, Bowl and a few other people who came and went. Banter is always welcome.
So as the title references; some people have it worse than I.
It will take far more than a video game to make me upset nowadays.
Farewell.
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On and on…
So today I was kidding myself that I was going to do some homework.
I can see through my own lies so I’m going to do something much more productive.
The Endless Setlist on Rock Band. In case anyone doesn’t know, it’s every song in the game (84) played back to back in one setlist. It lasts about an average 6 hours but I have plenty of people coming round to share the burden of it all. We’re also aiming for the most daft achievement/trophy ever:
The Bladder of Steel Award
Completed the Endless Setlist 2 without pausing or failing.
Almighty bladder!
Yeah it’s a waste of time but what else is there to do on a dull Saturday.
I’ll see you on the flip side, (about 8PM) .
Good day!
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Well…
I promised I’d write another post so here it is.
Finally, one that is about what I want.
After my last post, Bowl came around – soon followed by Emma and Osama. We had a laugh for a bit before we headed down to the Central. There, we met James, Bumley, Wee Dean and Jerry.
After a pint (or two/three) we went to the vaults and sang some karaoke. From that I gathered that Bowl does not know ‘Islands in the stream’ and that James and I are epic at singing ‘Wonderwall’.
Epic!
So after getting into my feel-good mood I opened up to my friends and let them know how my life was playing out. I actually took into consideration what I was told before and it payed off quite well. Others’ opinions seem to be pretty mutual to mine. Actions speak for themselves.
What now?
I’m just waiting for life’s next pitiful excuse to try and put me down.
Anyways, enough about that nonsense.
Attention is only worth giving when it’s deserved. In this case it’s not so I’ll keep my mouth shut. Awesome night had and a good time for all.
Shweet!
Catchee.
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The High Road
The most positive, diplomatic, or ethical course.
I’ll probably get a lecture from at least one person for even daring to mention this but my post from yesterday seemed to turn out strangely prophetic.
I’m not going to start having a go because I’m a better person than that. You won’t be seeing any abuse or bullying. No passiveness, no aggression.
I’ve sorted things out with my side of my own issues and for a while now I’ve been happy with it. To be honest I have no idea what’s currently going on but I promised I’d now hold up my side of the bargain.
It seems that when I get attacked nowadays it just deflects from my shield. The shield being made up from avoidance and tranquility.
I used to get so very close to unleashing the beast (ha) but I’ve progressed. It seems like the rest of the world needs to catch up a bit though.
I realise what I type, I know what I’m saying and how it can be interpreted in multiple ways.
The view on how it’s perceived is your choice, not mine.
Nice try world.
You can’t rain on my parade.
Proper post later, promise!
Byeeee.
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Believers Never Die
The title is linking to something completely different but it actually turned out to be kind of fitting.
I was going to write my normal daily post but I had a quick look at my statistics page before I started.
In case you don’t know it shows many things about my blog. Things like what people have searched for to get here, how many views I get daily but the one with most relevance is the links people have followed to get here.
That means that the last page you were on before this blog is registered and I’m told about it.
Today, one link in particular has shown up with a fair amount of views coming from there. I also know why it’s suddenly that link – updated statuses direct attention towards you I suppose.
Come on guys, I thought we had sorted this?
I saw my statistics and thought “Awww what, again? “, I’m not going to let that happen.
If you come here you won’t be finding a rant or attack. There is no bitching or hidden agenda to be found here. The last time I done that was a month ago and you’re more than welcome to try and prove me wrong. Progression people, progression!
I don’t want to rant on for pages and pages about something that has no value or interest to me. To be quite honest, it stopped being my business a long time ago.
Now, I appreciate the views and concern (or nosyness) for what I’m feeling but you’re not going to find what you’re looking for here. I thought I got the point across before when I said that was enough said but I’ll take the opportunity to reinforce it now. I’ll be perfectly honest, I’m as nosy as the next person but I know a dead-end when I see one.
Stop and read what I’m writing.
Please?
Thanks very much.
Normal service will be continued tomorrow.
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What goes around
Quick post for now.
There is no extra meaning or hidden message in this post.
I just like the song and it’s been in my head all day.
Catchee later.
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I know
What do I know?
I know how I feel.
I know what to do.
I know when to do it.
I know when to attack.
I know when to defend.
I know when to retreat.
I know what’s going on.
I know my life.
I know me.
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Biting nails
So here’s my post for today.
It’s quite late as I’ve been having a laugh with Osama. It’s been a while since he’s been out so it was nice to catch up.
Anyways, I’m sort of drained. I think the lack of sleep from Monday is still affecting me and I can’t really be bothered to write anything worthwhile. I’ve been writing some meaningful crap lately and I need a break!
Lately, I’ve gotten into a little hobby of picking up on other peoples’ body language. I have no idea why I started doing it but nowadays I pick up on the tiny little (almost insignificant) movements that give me a general idea of what’s going on.
The general idea.
I think I improve with practice as I saw a couple of people today and after 4 or 5 minutes within their company and picking up on the fine details I got a general vibe of how they were really feeling. Strangely enough, the events played out themselves and justified my thoughts. It was actually quite surreal and surprising. Don’t ask, I’m a strange person.
Righty oh, I’m off to do some more reading on my new found hobby. It’s really fascinating.
Abubye.
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Condolences? Hardly
Well, here’s the post some were expecting.
I made a point of choosing that song.
No, there is no laughing or mocking. However, I am insanely happy.
I’m not going to lower myself or my reputation, I’ll be completely open and say good riddance.
Part of me really wanted to rant on for thousands of words but what’s the point. I don’t need to bad-mouth or try and change the course of mine (or others) life. Karma does that for me.
Notice the links scattered throughout this post?
They’re all individual, it’s to show that the topic has been beaten to death as it is and I wasn’t going to prolong it. I just thought I’d give it a quick mention to avoid any misinterpretation to how I was feeling about it all.
Good day.
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Back of my hand
I have a feeling that today’s post could be pretty long as I have a had lot happen within the last 24 hours.
I’ll start of with Monday. Craig, Mikoo, Bowl and I left school after second period to go and see the Scotland rugby team train. It was quite difficult getting out of school as it seems that there was a teacher everywhere we went. Luckily, Bowl and I are experts at hiding behind bushes so it was no worries.
We went to Craig’s house, got changed and then went to buy something to eat. Bowl bought some chocolate oranges but I have no idea how many he actually ate that day. We’d be walking along and he’d just randomly pull one out. He must have eaten at least 3.
Pretty soon after that we had to get the train to Carlisle to then go back on ourselves to Edinburgh. It seems quite counter-intuitive but that’s trains for you. We got a KFC in Carlisle and Mikoo gave me his hat to wear. That hat stayed on top of my head for the rest of the day, now I want one. I’ll get one when Bowl and Mikoo pay me back for their extra tickets.
We caught the train to Edinburgh and it was actually quite a nice train. It might just have been me but I’ve never really been on a train that only stops at the final destination. It was a lot quicker and the general experience was a bit more enjoyable than ‘normal’ trains. On the way up there I saw a plaque sitting in the middle of an empty field. It was miles away from anything else but it’s really bugging me. I want to know what it says and why it’s there but I guess I’ll never know.
So, Edinburgh.
I’ve only ever been there once before in my life and that was to the zoo at a young age. I’m pretty new to the place but I felt relative comfort when Craig kept saying he knew the city like “the back of my hand.” We soon found out that Craig doesn’t really know the back of his hand.
We got off the train and headed to a few shops on our way. It’s such a nice place there, all the streets are clean and all the people are friendly. Mikoo was very pleased at the Topman shop but we eventually left there to go to Game. There was a DJ Hero demo out to play and I stand by my first presumptions of that game. It’s gimmicky and terrible. It was quite funny to see Bowl fail at being a “master DJ” though.
Right beside Game was an HMW, or as Mikoo referred to it – a Humv. We went in and our eyes soon got caught on the signs for gaming. After following them we ended up in a fairly large room with plenty of game consoles around the room. Each person had their little pod to play a game and while I was there I counted five or six games ready to play. It was quite cool for a shop ‘facility’. Since I’m sad I took photos of this awesome place.
Craig and Mikoo racing.
After we left we saw a sign that said you had to pay to enter the gaming area we had just been to. We had practically stolen from the shop but I can honestly plead that we didn’t have a clue on this one, they should make the signs bigger!
After cruising closer towards Murrayfield for a while we stopped off at McDonald’s. It was a really smart place with a contemporary style and what not. Craig and I were amazed that they had packets of pepper and sauce in taps. It was surprisingly dark when we left there so we went on the hunt for a bus to get to Murrayfield a bit quicker.
Now, busses in Edinburgh are a strange strange business. See I’m just a small town boy when it comes to this sort of thing. Where I come from you get on a bus, tell the driver where you’re going, pay for your ticket and if necessary, get some change. It’s really not the case here, you have to pay the exact change of £1.20, put it in a little box when you get on the bus and then it feeds you a little slip of paper that warrants you to sit there for however long you want.
It doesn’t sound that difficult to be honest but when you’ve never done it before you look kind of stupid. We held up a double-decker full of people for at least 3 minutes because we couldn’t find any change and then when we finally managed to get on board we went on the top deck. It doesn’t matter how old I get, the top deck of a double-decker is the place to be on a bus.
Since Craig supposedly knew his way around we were relying on him to tell us when to get off the bus. After sitting on the bus for a fairly long time a man turned around and asked us where we were heading. It turns out that Murrayfield was a half-hour walk in the opposite direction that we were heading. So we all got off the bus and started walking, we went past the zoo and I know for a fact that’s a while away from it.
After quite a long time of walking (and asking for directions) we found Murrayfield. It’s actually a bit of a ninja stadium as it sits behind some houses so you can only see the top of it. Plus the fact that Craig told us it was on the right hand side of the road (it’s actually left).
We got there with two minutes to spare, sat ourselves down and watched the Scotland team train.
I couldn't fit it all in.
They trained for a while so to pass the time I bought a miniature rugby ball. We threw that around for a while until Craig received a pass that popped his knee out-of-place. It looked painful (duh) but he eventually managed to get back in his feet.
The team started signing things shortly after that so Craig’s agony was soon forgotten about. Craig and Mikoo got a few signatures but we had to leave early to catch the train. We asked a steward for directions but he ended up sending us in the completely wrong direction. This had the knock on effect of us having to run for the train which wasn’t exactly the best of situations with Craig’s knee. We made it with a couple of minutes to spare but running for train that you don’t quite know the location of is tense.
When we got on the train we realised that the connecting train from Glasgow (the one to get home) left at the exact same time that the one from Edinburgh got in. So after an hour or so of travelling we stood up, pressed up against the door of the train and watched it pull into the station. As soon as it came to a halt we burst the door open and sprinted to the next platform.
I cannot put this any more accurately – we were literally two steps away from getting on the train home when it decided to pull away and leave without us. I couldn’t help but laugh but Mikoo didn’t find it as amusing when he had to tell his mum that the next train was a quarter to seven in the morning.
After realising we had nothing to do for 6 hours in a big city it soon became a scary idea. We made numerous visits to McDonald’s (open until 3AM!) but in the early hours of the morning it became out of the option. It also turns out that it gets really cold at night. At about half past three in the morning we couldn’t take any more of the cold so we went to a small hotel and Mikoo explained our situation to the man behind the reception and he very kindly let us sit in the lounge for a couple of hours. It was an insanely kind act and I just might send him an email to thank him again.
After passing out from lack of sleep a couple of times it was soon time to leave and return to the station. We got there with an hour to spare (5:30AM) and that’s when it seemed most cold. I couldn’t move without shaking violently but I survived so it’s all good.
On the way home we tried to catch some sleep but it didn’t really work. The train got in a 9:07 so I ran to school. Not because I was late, I just really needed to pee. I got there, ran up to the toilet door, locked, next door, locked and when I got to the next one I was faced with Mr Asher on the other side. I was expecting him to scream at me but I quickly explained where I had just been and he seemed to let me off the hook for deciding to come to school.
When I went into registration I was greeted with cheers. It seems that our little escapade has gained attention from a fair amount of people. The whole year soon left for this educational thing after first period (more on that some other time) but I left at lunch time because I was so tired.
I came home, watched Scrubs then passed out for four hours.
So, all in all it’s been a pretty good life experience and I hope you’ve enjoyed reading about our little adventure. I can safely say that I’ve ’slept rough’ and I never ever want to do it again.
Post later, yes some of you will know what’s coming.
Cheerio.
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Saw styleeee
“Let’s play a game.”
I meant that in a non-creepy way, unlike the way jigsaw does it.
I’m going to be quite busy for a bit so I thought I do a little test to keep everyone occupied. It’s convulted and far longer than it should actually be but I’m not the one going to be doing it so I’m not fussed.
It’s a hunt of sorts but the reward isn’t too great. I could make this easy but to be honest I’d have much more fun this way.
For the first part you’ll have to know what my number was from this post. It’s not actually that hard because the answer was given in a post not quite long after that one. Just ‘wonder’ about it for a while and it’ll probably come.
So once you have this number you need to put it into the post below.
Simple huh?
Good luck, that should keep you busy for a while.
Byeeeee.
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Boom
I didn’t write another post yesterday because I felt like I couldn’t follow the previous one up. Thinking deeply about things sort of takes it out of me.
So yesterday I went to see the fireworks in Carlisle. The theme was love and while the fireworks weren’t too impressive it’s safe to say the theme was. I saw plenty of folk cuddling and such. I’m trying to think of a cheesy line to accompany that but I’m not finding one.
Fitting
After the fireworks we cruised about for a bit, there were 35,000 people there and it took us half an hour just to get out of the place. Slippery mud and shuffling forward does not make a good combination.
As expected, the train was packed but it wasn’t really a problem because we managed to get some seats. Jerry made a fool of himself when he tried to separate a fight when we got off the train but I can’t bad mouth his motives. It’s best just to stay out-of-the-way of that kind of thing.
We hit the pub soon after that and I stayed off the booze. After Callum’s birthday I think I’ll be staying sober for a while. Wait for new year and the festivities will really kick off.
Watching the boxing kind of put me in the mood to start a fight aswell but I didn’t go for the obvious decision at the time. I did manage to relieve some tensions through writing things down so it’s all good.
Right now I look and feel really tired but I don’t really know why. I’m getting plenty of sleep but I just suppose I need a little more.
Tomorrow should be amazing, I’ll be glad to do something different.
Try one more time.
Time to do some work I think.
Bubye.
x
<3
So I thought I’d dedicate a post to the most difficult, thought inducing and time-consuming thing there is out there.
Love.
Plenty of smart people out there have tried to ‘define’ what this thing is. Nobody has really given any idea close to what I want to believe so I’ll give it a shot myself.
First off, love is an emotion – created by humans. Simple facts really because animals do not ‘love’ each other. You could probably argue that but for now let’s just settle for the easier, most simple option.
It’s created within our own minds, something that we produce on our own terms. Again, you could argue about ’soulmates’ and fate etc but lets keep things simple.
So what is it?
This is something I seriously question in my spare time so I had a look-see at what science had to say about it:
People in relationships have been found to release hormones/chemicals; Oxytocin, Vasopressin, Serotonin, Dopamine and Adrenaline.
That’s a little extract that I’ve cut all the boring stuff out of. As it happens, all the stuff mentioned there is addicting. If you get some adrenaline running through you then you keep coming back for more.
Then again, things like chocolate have addicting chemical agents in them and you don’t see the human race thriving on that do you?
So, science is not the answer to this ‘bonding’ between couples.
Due to my (sometimes) logical thought process I flipped the coin on this. If science can’t provide a real answer then maybe the opposing side can shed some light on it – religion.
John tells us that “God is love.” (1John4:8 ) Love is God’s nature. How much does God love the world? “For God loved the world so much that he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him may not die but have eternal life.” (John3: 16)
That doesn’t really help matters (well for me). For me, god means nothing – I’m completely impartial to the idea of it all but my thought process has brought this to a full circle.
Love is what humans want it to be, pretty much like god or whatever other higher power people believe in. It just so happens that when your beliefs happen it releases a whole load of feel-good emotions (linking back to science).
By now I’ve got the general idea that love cannot be defined for more than one person. Everyone has their own idea of it and I suppose when two people find each other that share the same idea then that’s when the sparks fly.
So, readers of my blog, I hope I’ve given some insight into this tricky romantic business.
If you’ve found that special someone who shares your beliefs then good for you. Just make sure that your paths are heading in the same direction.
As for the ones who don’t have someone (like moi), you’ve probably got a good idea if somebody is on your train of thought so get asking or you’ll never know who’s aboard. Get some of them feel-good chemicals flowing.
I’m just trying to figure out life, one day at a time.
I don’t know why I wrote this – sleep deprivation I suppose.
Bubye.
x
Raggedy Ass
It looks like it’s going to be another fairly busy weekend so I’ll make this post quite sharpish. I promise I’ll put more effort into one when I get the time.
Anyways, yesterday I told my readers to look around for something – and you all flocked to the same post. I’m really not that silly, and neither should you be. Tut tut and all that.
Not quite yet.
School was a good laugh but I think it’s now time to pull out the big guns – more on that when I have the time.
I’ve got this nagging feeling at the back of mind telling me that I’ve forgotten something but I just can’t remember it. It’s quite frustrating – ah well.
So, hopefully I’ll have more than 5 minutes free tomorrow and you can get your attention’s worth.
Bubye.
x
I Wonder
Todays’ post is simple.
Since I’ve already written one today I figured I’d give myself a little break.
In one of my ‘old’ posts lies a different type of text – one that may interest some but then again you may not care at all. It only took me five minutes to add but I’m pretty sure the effects will be far more long lasting.
Hmmmm.
Sorry, bit of a lack of effort for this post I suppose but I couldn’t really be bothered.
Oh and by the way…
86.
Farewell.
x
It’s a me!
I dare you not to read the title in Mario’s voice.
I actually meant to write another post ‘yesterday’ but I thought I’d leave it that little bit longer because late night posts somehow sound more awesome.
Anyways, since ‘you know‘ I keep finding myself slip into the person that I was before. I had actually forgotten that person but I am immensely grateful that I’m back. Every now and then I’ll be doing something like whistling or randomly beatboxing, I then think to myself how I would have never done these sort of things not too long ago.
They aren’t the only examples, I’m actually smiling right now!
I feel like I can be myself, say what I want, feel how I want and if necessary, do what I want.
I have this extraordinary feeling of gratefulness for my life right now and I’m loving every second of it. Even if I (rarely) do have a crappy moment, I’ve always got that fail safe option to get me through it and keep smiling.
By the end of the year I should have a thankyou list of some sort going on. I haven’t even began it yet but it can be my readers Christmas present.
On a tiny, unrelated note, I’m annoyed that Christmas is starting already – it’s 50 days away!, I only know that because the TV has begun the countdown.
I’m no Scrooge but there’s only so many Christmas songs/festivities I can take before I get fed up.
Anyways, back on point.
I’m happy (explained further elsewhere) and loving life. Perhaps I should tone it down a bit because I’m feeling kind of smug. Then again, karma did owe me big time.
Ah what the hell, smiles all round!
Good day chaps (and chappettes), I’m off to catch some shut-eye.
x
Contemplation
Actually a very good reflection of myself.
So, I vented a little bit last night and now I feel pretty amazing – hence the video. I’ve just got that feel good factor going on, the little things are giving me constant pick-me-ups. That’s not a bad thing, I wouldn’t be depressed otherwise but it’s nice to have something to make me smile.
I could list 10+ things from the of my head that are amazing in my life at the moment. You know how positive I feel right now, the highest it’s ever (previously) been was 1.
Sorry, I’m sort of rambling.
Post later once I’ve managed to put a slightly more serious face on.
Byeeee.
x
Quick Note
My life has been changing lately so I’ll let you in on a little bit.
- I notice that some people think they have their feet under the table, I don’t forget.
- Yes I’m a human, you can speak to me.
- Everyone is a bitch, just that it’s mostly the good kind. Also known as agreeing with me.
There’s a lot going on now that normally wouldn’t have happened and to be quite honest I have no idea why. I’m not complaining, life is awesome!!
Happy happy times.
Cheerio.
x
Derren Brown
Hi!
The post title is because I’m bored so I thought I’d try something different – some crazy mind control technique like the man himself. I’ll talk about it in a bit. Just keep reading.
So, even though I was tired today and even though it’s a Monday I had a good time. At the start of the day, I had music and Mr Brand was going crazy because people were missing their music lessons. There are loads of lessons everyday and by the looks of it, he was having a go at everyone that did actually manage to show up. It was just surprising how he was so crazy at whoever was late and then his usual calm self when he re-entered the room. It was like he had a split personality.
2nd was Modern Studies and we had to memorize dates because none of us had remembered to put them in the test. Well, I did but the test asked for ‘recent’ dates and it turns out the 1980’s isn’t exactly recent. I did pass the test (just) with 8/15 so it’s not all bad.
3rd was maths and we were doing polynomials (again), the teacher keeps asking me how to do them because I answered it correctly (fluke) once. I don’t mind, but when 20+ people look around to see what I have to say it’s slightly scary – especially when I’m wrong.
Swoosh.
Anyways, Music was after that and we learnt about something that I now can’t remember. That’s probably a bad thing so I’ll look into it after I’ve finished writing this.
Study was next and then Physics was sixth. All fun times really.
So back to the title, simple really – think of a number between 1 and 100. If you’ve read all of this then hopefully I’ve already given you the answer. I’ll put the answer up (already written down) after I get some feedback so get the guesses in!
Cheerio for now.
x
Salesman
Woah, I’m so busy today it’s unreal.
I’ve finally managed to push myself into writing my personal statement and it’s so hard!
I haven’t really done anything ‘worthwhile’ to write about so instead I have to find the ‘normal’ things in my life and twist them into sounding so awesome that universities will be begging to take me for their courses.
So far, I’ve written about 200 words and I’m strangely protective over it. I’m really unwilling for anyone to read it and I have no idea why. I have to sell myself and I find it quite embarrassing. I can just imagine someone reading it and going “pfft, lies, that’s not you!”.
I don’t really fancy a dent like that in my confidence.
A bit shy.
So, I better get on with that, then Modern Studies notes, then a Music essay, then fix my phone and then practice my bagpipes.
I’ll probably update later but for now I’ve got to get some work done. It’s the weekend, I should be sleeping right now!
Ah well.
Abubye.
x
Pelican Sausage
I couldn’t think of a title so Craig kindly donated his thoughts.
I feel really behind with my blog but it’s just because I’ve done a lot of things since my last one.
Last night we (James, Nathan, Dinger and Callum) went to the Central, proceeded to the Vaults, then to the Anglers and eventually back to the Central.
We also met up with Jerry, a very out-of-it Bumley and then Ethan. A lot of funny things happened and now I can’t really remember anything but the photos are there for memories.
As for today, I went to watch the football and then met up with some people, consisting of: Nathan, Callum, Mikoo, Craig, Wee Dean, Bowl, Osama, Polack and Gamble. It’s quite the sizable crew.
Right now, Nathan has covered himself in toilet roll and has taken it upon himself to go trick or treating, others are drinking and the rest are playing Crash Team Racing – the most amazing game in existence.
Told you Bumley was wasted...
I really missed out a lot of details but right now I don’t have the time to think them all up.
Happy Halloween everyone.
Byeeee.
x
Atonement
I had an awesome day (as always) today.
For once I will go through my day because it was decent.
First period I had study and most of it was taken up by Mr Asher introducing the new prefects/house captains. I don’t really care since I didn’t get picked to be one. I miss having a shiny shiny badge.
Second period was Modern Studies and we’re now learning about the USA. Some of their rules are just plain crazy but on the whole I’d say they’re pretty similar to the UK. That was followed up by Soc ed where we were talking about writing a personal statement for university. It’s so hard!, even though I write 300+ words everyday about myself, I can’t write 600 to sell myself. There’s a subtle but very important difference between who I am and the person I am to get into university.
Nooooo!
Anyways, study was up next and it was just having a laugh in general. Physics and Maths were okay. I got my homework done in class so that’s a little less pressure for the weekend.
So, the weekend is looking to be pretty fun and I’ve still got to write some things down (I’m working on it!) . Now I’ll insert a ‘cryptic reference that has many connotations’. I normally put one but they’re sort of running dry now.
Mainly because there’s no need for one.
Byeeeee.
x
Gained
Well well well, I’m not quite sure what to write today but as usual, I’ll just go with the flow.
I’m not really going to write about what happened at school because it’s a bit dull. It was a really good day (it always seems to be under certain circumstances), I’ll just leave it there.
I got home to hear my mum and sister arguing about me. Apparently I’m a trouble maker who gets everything he wants and my mum just lets me get away with everything. It really pissed me off to hear them talk about me like I wasn’t even there. That’s family for you.
Later I ordered some headphones. I’d like to say I’m an audiophile but I’ll stay away from that term because it sounds kind of dodgy if you don’t know what it means. Anyways, I like my music to sound good so I settled for some sennheisers. Only the best for moi.
Nice!
Right now I’m chilling with the crew and playing rock band. Soon to be running so that’ll release some feel good endorphins.
Work to do, people to see, places to go.
Cheerio.
x
Bonjour
I was going to write about my day and I had started but I was getting kind of bored with the same old things. It was a bit dull to write and a bit dull to read. So I’ll quickly breeze through this and hopefully it’s a bit more interesting.
1st period: Maths, polynomials!
2nd period: Maths, sleeping.
3rd period: Music, learning new music.
4th period: Music, on the computer.
5th period: Study.
6th period: Modern Studies, test.
Easy peasy (?)
When I summarise my day (and life) in general like that, I read back on it and it seems kind of negative. It looks like a lot of complaining about boring and unfulfilling events but I suppose that’s how everyone remembers things. Then again, it might just be me.
I seem to only pick out the low points within my day. I have no idea, but they’re easier to recall and they somehow stick out more. Even if it is something as trivial as work in maths, it gets a mention before the good stuff. From now on I’ll make a conscious effort to see the positives because there are loads of them that I don’t write about. I’m improving but there’s always room for improvement.
I don’t want to be that person that’s always complaining or always sad. I’ve seen that reputation given out and I’d rather give it a big ‘no thanks’.
On a slightly related note, I’m sort of trying to reform what this blog is. I like to say how I’m feeling and I also like to say why I’m feeling it. Then again, there are social boundaries that decide what is suitable to say. I’d rather avoid being 100% all giving because I can’t be bothered with judgement for what I know/feel/want.
I’m feeling strangely secure for knowing that nobody has broken my ‘code’. Then again, maybe nobody is interested but that’s just another advantage for me. Having a release is a sure-fire way of relaxation.
Time to drop in some more french:
Au revoir.
x
Ba da ba ba da ba ba
Had a ‘feel good’ day today.
I have no idea if I described it well but that’s the feeling so I’ll stick with it.
First period was maths but the teacher wasn’t there. Despite that, I still done my work and finished it. Then it was to PE where I played some basketball. I’m not too keen on it but I gave it a shot and had a laugh, was a lot more work than I thought it would be.
Third and fourth was Physics and we were given a test to do. I think I done pretty badly but I had revised beforehand and I did make the effort so if anybody has a go at me then I can feel like they’re completely unjustified to.
At break, I sat with plenty of company and listened to some of ‘A Day To Remember’ with Mikoo. He’s trying to convince me to his way of music and it’s ever so slightly working. I’ll put up this video just to please him.
I had study after that and there were far too many jokes. Involving Bowl and fudge, peaches, Jerrys’ levels of morality and Nathan getting sexually harassed. Paramore also came on the radio with their new song and that made me far more pleased than it should have (hence the title).
I notice the little things in the background too, they don’t go unnoticed but they do go ignored.
Last period was Music and we just sat at the back and had a chat. Of course, we done some work too but Music is the sort of class where I can work at my own pace and still get work done at the same time. That sort of didn’t make sense but I know what I mean so you’ll have to work it out for yourselves.
Right now, I’m having the time of my life with ‘Loopy‘ for the iphone. I had it a while ago but I somehow lost it. Now that I’ve got it back, it’s back to creating the beats.
Off to get some munch, rest, run, revise and relaxation.
Catchee.
x
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Byeeee.
x
Smooth Sailing
It’s all in the title really.
It was my first day back after the holidays today and it was all good times. First period was music and Mr Brand was a tired tired man. He took us to the kitchen and bought us all bacon rolls, had a look at the new common room and then told us about his holiday.
I say ‘new’ common room but really they’ve just put wood over the benches and painted the walls. I sound kind of ungrateful but I’m not really, it actually looks nice now but I had just gotten used to how it was.
Anyways, I got sidetracked there, second period was modern studies (which was easy), third was maths (revision) and fourth was music. I walked into the class and saw a dead bird lying behind Callum’s seat. Nobody seemed to be bothered by it so I asked why there was a dead animal just lying there.
That’s when everyone seemed to notice. Callum (being terrified of birds) jumped out of his seat and practically ran out the classroom. It got picked up and the situation was sorted. Callum’s reaction was quite funny though.
Ahhhhhhhhh!
Fifth was study where we played a little word association game for the majority of the period. Nathan and Rutter aren’t very good at thinking of words but it made me smile. I like seeing karma work its magic before my eyes, that’s for sure.
Sixth was Physics and that’s bad bad times. I walked in and the teacher wanted us to do a test but we managed to hold her off until tomorrow. I’m in no way ready for it but at least I’ve got a little heads up to it now. Sure, I’ll still struggle but it’ll be a little easier without panic.
So, my day has been quite awesome today.
Yes, I enjoy school and yes, I’m glad to get back in the groove.
I’m offskies.
Abubye.
x
Work
I got up early today, or I think so.
I had a very ‘real’ dream that scared the hell out of me. It wasn’t really a nightmare but it was how my brain thought it was really happening. I woke up in a cold sweat, and breathing deeply. Sure, it’s probably reflective of what I’m feeling/thinking at the moment but the way it was put out in front of me was quite scary. It’s not real so no worries.
The clocks got changed backwards (I think?) so that messed everything up. I was confused as to what time it was and every clock in the house appears to show the wrong time. Luckily, google knows everything.
I keep trying to motivate myself to revise but it’s just not happening. First the Simpsons came on, then Agent Cody Banks came on. Yes, I know it’s a film for ten-year olds but it’s still far better than doing some school work. Besides, I liked his cool little gadgets.
Cool guy!
Anyways, I’m going to head around to my Dads, try to revise and then get something to eat. It’s quite frustrating how all my tests come around at the same time and if this time at school is so ‘busy’ with NABs and things then why give me two weeks off so I can go out every night and have a laugh.
I don’t even trust myself to do the work so I don’t know why the school does.
Ah well, I better be off and actually do something productive.
Maybe a post later, depending if I actually get some revision done.
Byeee.
x
Hungover
It’s quite a late post today because I’m been recovering sleeping all day.
Last night I went out and celebrated Callums’ birthday.
It must have been good because I woke up this morning with a sore head, and a very vague recollection of what happened. I’m slowly but surely filling in the details, I’m quite scared about some of the stuff I had done.
My stomach has been way too volatile today so I’ve just lazed about while a host of people have come and gone. Wee Dean, Callum and Nathan have all chilled here for a bit and Bowl came around and made me some chicken curry. Was awesome after a day of eating nothing.
Bowl the chef.
As for tomorrow, I really need to get some school work done. I have a lot of tests the first week I am back and so far I have done zero preparation for them. To be honest it’s a big uh oh but apart for that I’m can’t wait for school.
Mainly because if I ever feel like expressing myself I know I’ve got more than enough support to make sure things go my way.
So, I think I’ll go and make some hot chocolate, take some paracetamol and sit down and watch the School of Rock.
Peace out.
x
Yas!
Well I had a good time last night. There was plenty of banter and laughs, pretty much what I should have had on my birthday but I’m not going to regret the past.
I can’t really recall anything that happened but I did have a smile on my face so that’s all that matters.
Tonight should be a good laugh aswell, I’m glad I know who to define as my friends now. I guess you need a big revelation every now and then to make it all black and white. Every cloud has a silver lining etc.
This morning (after tidying up) I watched Question Time. I meant to watch it last night but due to some drunken circumstances I couldn’t really use the TV. I only really watched it because Nick Griffin was on and I wanted to see what the fool had to say for himself.
That man is so arrogant it’s unreal. He sat and laughed at other parties’ representatives talking and denied his own quotations countless times. Sure, he never plainly said ‘I hate blacks, gays, muslims etc’ but then again he would get slaughtered for it.
It’s nice to know that the majority of the British public can see through his feeble policies though. He stands as the representative for the BNP, nobody can deny it stands for racist values but he turns back on these values when confronted and booed. He’s nothing short of a racist when he thought the holocaust never happened, or that he hangs about with extremists and the head of the Ku Klux Klan.
Yep.
Eurgh I better stop my ranting, I could go on for days about how much I despise what he stands for. That man needs a punch in the teeth.
I’ll finish on a miniscule note, I’ve recently learned how to view a lot more about my visitors. Don’t worry, it’s not like I get names but I do get to see a lot about what’s going on. This post took 2 minutes to write if anybody is interested to know.
I’m beyond caring about petty things (and people) now, there’s a bigger goal to work towards and the pay off is worth every second.
To be honest I’m too busy having a laugh to care anymore.
Roll on more good times.
Byeee.
x
Nice try
I think I’ll do quite a short post because I’m fairly busy and quite frankly, I could be doing better things right now.
Since I’m slightly intoxicated I’m guessing that people are expecting me to be mean or spill some hidden truth that will coincidentally make my blog views skyrocket.
Well no, the simple truth is that I’m sick of this. I want a normal life without any of this nonsense and the sooner that happens the better.
Don’t get me wrong, revenge is fine as long as it’s justified but I’m really not in the mood to argue about the same nonsense over and over again.
I will get what I deserve (aswell as other people) so I’ll just wait around until it happens.
In no way do I believe what some people say but if it’s true (which I doubt) then I can freely express myself again.
Thank god for that.
So, blog, you heard it here first – what goes around comes around.
Our actions in the past have a major influence on our future.
See any aggression?
No, and you won’t until I’m provoked. I feel like punching someone but I’m not an animal. However, if I’m pushed then I will flip without restraint. You can’t get fairer than that.
There you go, the pure and honest truth.
What more could you ask for.
Thank god for spell check.
Bubye.
x
On My Mind
Since you’re reading this then you’re probably wanting to know what’s on my mind. Now that my daily views are disturbingly high (150-200), I’m much more wary of how many people actually know about my life.
So you probably come here for 1 (maybe more) of 3 reasons.
1) You want to see who I’m now loving/hating.
2) You care about me but I don’t tell you things face to face.
3) You want to find some information about me, to use for/against me.
I’ll use tonight as an example, I went to Abbey’s birthday party and felt a wide range of emotions (no worries), accompanied by a large variety of events. Now I could spill every little detail on here but that’s unnecessary.
I have lots of friends that can be my ‘blog’ and take note of my thoughts and feelings.
The main reason why I’m not writing everything?
Yes, reason number 3 up above. Mainly the second part of it.
All of this is nothing but a game and to be quite honest, if I’m going to be involved (I have no choice) then I’m going to make sure that what I write isn’t going to encourage any ‘dirty play’. In fact, I want to play ‘the game’ because I’m so damn sure that I’ll win. It’s all an easy victory when your opposition are their own worst enemy. It’s just a bit more convoluted and intricate when futile attempts to avoid the truth are added to the situation – finding false ambiguity in my posts and lies.
My words can be open to interpretation and from what I’ve experienced in the past it’s rarely a good thing.
Be sure that I will still write practically every emotion and feeling that I feel of every day, it doesn’t necessarily need to see everybodys’ eyes though.
So now that at least 100 people have seen this you may feel like you have nothing to take away from my blog today.
Well, I shouldn’t even need to direct you on where to go now.
Two sides of the coin – precarious and security.
Well I know how it’s landed for me.
Unlucky.
Bubye.
x
Not Good Enough
Wow, I’ve finally managed an update in the afternoon.
I’m quite tired today as I didn’t get much sleep last night.
Bowl and I stayed up well into the early hours of the morning to complete Uncharted on the PS3.
When we finally tried to get some sleep I just couldn’t manage it because Bowl snores. Well, I say snoring but it’s actually more of a mini earthquake every time he breathes in. No matter how many things I threw at him he just wouldn’t shut up.
Keep it that way.
Bowl is away home at the moment to see his mum (he hasn’t been home in 48 hours) so that gives me some time to write.
Later, I’ll be going to a party and I have a strange feeling as to what may happen. No worries though, I’m ready to take anything on – with full force.
I think I’ve found the thing in life to motivate me now and it makes me happy. I can just sit back, relax and if I ever get stressed out then I’ve always got something to fall back on and unwind.
Bowl has just came back and Wee Dean is coming round too so I best be off. I’m strangely secretive when I’m actually writing my posts.
I’ll probably post later, I haven’t forgotten about the updates either.
Catchee.
x
Laters
Woah, a very late post today.
I’ve had plenty of people round and they’ll be back soon so I’ll make this sharpish.
I’m quite pleased with how the holidays are going along. It’s the happiest I’ve been for a long time and while yes, I do have a smile on my face, it doesn’t in any way mean that I’m finished.
Lots o' folks
Anyways, I’m fairly busy with company so expect some more activity here (and on other posts) tomorrow.
Catchee later
Bubye.
x
Preacher.
I’ve had a varied day today.
I told my normal crew of Osama/Polack/Bowl etc that I wouldn’t be coming out today because I was going to get some school work done. I really meant to but I ended up doing some other things.
Anyways, Wee Dean, Chin and Caitlin came around later and then we went out and met up with Bumley, Sam and Jerry. Then on to the Central with Dario and Badger.
We eventually had quite a crew,playing pool and cards.
So my day has been pretty good actually. I have a feeling there are some pitiful attempts to try and put me on a downer but there is no way in hell they will work.
Since there were so many people around tonight I thought I’d give them my talk and spread the word a bit of my situation. It’s unlucky for some I suppose.
As for now I’m watching Jackass and Nathan will probably be around soon. Then I’ll get some tea, do some more writing and watch series two of the IT crowd.
Cool guys.
Yeah, life is actually awesome.
Cheerio.
x
